Explosion

photo obtained from en.wikipedia.org

photo obtained from en.wikipedia.org

Author’s Note: 1 year din pala ang pagitan ng nagsulat ako about sa aking confusion. Nakahanap kasi ako ng panibagong trabaho kaya ng mga unang buwan ko sa bagong trabaho eh syempre nagninilay nilay pa ko kung eto na ba yun. pero pagkatapos ng ilang buwan, eto na, nag-explode na ko. Sequel pala eto ng “Outburst” na na-post ko na noong mga ilang buwan ang nakilpas.

A hot-tempered mind
A life that is not quite unkind
Ready to burst out
But can’t let it out

Circumstances are uncontrollable
Making me so uncomfortable
Synthesizing that everything has a sense
Making my life so full of sh*t

Miserable – that’s what it is
No satisfaction – it’s what keeping this
Shifting paradigms, changing perspective
No, this time, these are not helping

Exploring potentials
Wanting to see all essentials
But nothing is going right
And now, I’m already out of light

I’ve been in an outburst of emotions
I’ve been living in an illusion
Wanting to end this mind-revolution
Will soon let it out – ready for an explosion

– sinulat noong April 27, 2007

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