I always need a validation
Telling myself this is my passion
But I’m stuck, I feel I’m not growing
Did I reach my peak now I’m descending?
And now I’m back again to nowhere
Just scrambling, looking to find whatever
I hope it’s just a phase to something new
A great inspiration that’s being brewed
So how do I keep on believing?
Keep the faith, stop myself from falling?
Refuel my mind, my heart, my soul?
When all my fears are eating me whole…
– July 2, 2018