Madness

People think I maybe crazy
Crazy to seek for something
Something that will satisfy me
Me, myself and the life I’m living

Yes, you can call me insane
Insane for wanting to be free
Free from all the hurt and pain
Pain from loving you so deeply

Of course, I am eccentric
Eccentric to be alone
Alone so I would not get sick
Sick from pleasing the world I own

Madness – this was my story
Story of the life I once lived
Lived with regrets just to feel sorry
Sorry for me so I can again live

– February 24, 2020

Find Me, Save Me

I am hesitant to go beyond
To go far and see what is out there
I’m lost, waiting and wanting to be found
Look for me then take me to wherever

I am afraid to brave this world alone
To walk this life without you by my side
But I am currently in the unknown
Seek for me then let’s take my fears in stride

I’m scared to face any uncertainty
To take risks and overcome my madness
Maybe you can give me some clarity
Search for me then save me from my distress

– February 12, 2020

Letter To That Someone

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photo credit to sharpenet.com

I’ve been cruising through life just trying to get by
Looking for someone who’ll join me to reach the sky
Then until the end, we’ll take this journey together
This is for the love that will be my forever

Though I haven’t found you yet, your image is clear
You’re the one who’ll rescue me and remove my fear
The one who’ll light my world and make me feel alive
This is for the love that allows me to survive

So thank you love for telling me to always hope
Knowing we’ll eventually meet is my way to cope
So I’ll hang in here and wait for that special day
This is for the love who’ll be here with me someday

– September 18, 2018

It

I felt it flowing through my blood
It was crawling under my skin
I was unable to shake it off
A leech sucking my very all

It is devouring me
Slowly, it is becoming me
There’s just no way to resist it
A vulture feasting on my soul

With time, I’m now enjoying it
Gradually, I’m embracing it
I always fail to defeat it
A demon now taking control

– February 4, 2020