Letter To A Second Chance For Love

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Letting you go was the hardest thing I did
But we needed space to stop our hearts to bleed
Since years have passed, I thought what we had was through
Now this is for love rekindling me and you

I was lost for words when I saw you again
Magic was still there, it seemed nothing had changed
Except this time it feels perfect, it feels right
This is for love that I’ll now give all my might

So thank you, love, for coming back into my life
Let’s not dwell in the past, move on from our strife
This time let’s promise to stay no matter what
This is for our second chance to make this last

– October 20, 2017

Letter To A First Crush

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My heart skips a beat with only a glance from you
My heart melts when I see you smile out of the blue
I’m giddy, excited but don’t know what to do
This is for the love that lifts my spirit anew

Each time you speak, your eyes are filled with so much glee
Your passion for life is extraordinary
I’m admiring from a distance contentedly
This is for my crush, a love that’s inspiring me

So thank you for showing me how to be in love
I know it’s one way but it’s a gift from above
For to see you feels like I can fly like a dove
This is for my first brush of a romantic love

– September 18, 2017

Letter To A Friend

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I’m here to listen to your woes each time you cry
You tell me you love him, that I cannot deny
But he doesn’t see your worth as much as I do
This is for the love, unrequited yet it’s true

You know, it’s hard to pretend, for me to carry on
When I’m only a friend, a shoulder to lean on
But no matter what, I’ll never ever leave you
This is for the love that is always here for you

Still, I thank you, love, for the gift of your friendship
‎Seeing you happy with him takes away my hardship
Yet somehow, I hope for a future of me and you
This is for the love, hoping someday you’ll feel it, too

– January 30, 2018

Grief

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A mist is enveloping this morning
The road seems narrow and never ending
I feel the breeze, the chill is hitting my face
How I long for the warmth of your embrace

The sun is still in hiding, it’s so dark
Not even a bit of light can make its mark
But this path I have no choice but to take
Burdened with grief that I can no longer fake

The starless, pitch black night is approaching
And I don’t even know where I’m going
But I will keep walking to find answers
Brave this journey while saying my prayers

– October 11, 2019

Break In My Monotony (Part 2)

You are the break in this endless monotony
You pull me out from the pit of melancholy
You exudes innocence and geniune happiness
You are the beauty in this confusing mess

When I am with you, everything is magic
Even the worries and hardships are majestic
When I am with you, all I see is rainbow
As you make the loads lighter with your radiant glow

‎So thank you for coming into my wild world
Thank you for your warmth in this blistering cold
You change my truth, my life in an amazing way
So I promise to love you each and every day

– October 4, 2019

Break In My Monotony (Part 1)

Wake up, work, go home and repeat
I am exhausted, I am beat
Everyday, I’m facing defeat
This monotony is winning it

So I’m in autopilot each day
Everything’s bleak, everything’s gray
And I can’t seem to find my way
I don’t know how to get through the day

Then in this dullness, I find you
You bring back the colours and hue
And as you wash away my blues
I’m at peace and feel a love that’s true

– October 2, 2019

Healing

I am back collecting all the pieces
Of shattered dreams and faded memories
I am trying not to mind the stitches
From the wound of my painful history

I am badly bruised but I’m not broken
I’m trying to pull through from my sorrow
My soul, my heart and my mind are hardened
Now I’m ready to face my tomorrow

And I am here to survive, I will thrive
Nothing can cage my spirit to be free
I’ll hang on as long as I am alive
Soon I’ll heal and I again will be me

– August 18, 2019

Away From You

It feels weird that you’re not here beside
I’m adapting but I miss you terribly
I miss your warmth, hugging me tenderly
Being away from you is killing me

As time goes by it will be easier
But I’m afraid you would not remember
The past year that we spent together
Just you and me creating forever

Please be safe and happy, that’s what I pray
Then I’ll be fine, I’ll make it through the day
If there’s a miracle to find the way
I still wish to be with you or make you stay

– July 30, 2019

This Moment

This is the moment I dreaded
This is the hardest thing ever
And I ask where are we headed
Despite knowing it’s for the better

I want this day to never end
Freeze time when I’m holding you tight
Have an eternity to spend
But we must say goodbye tonight

I know we both need this to grow
If only I could stay, be with you
But it’s now time to let you go
Yet I’m just here, still loving you

– July 29, 2019

My Second Chance

Writer’s Note: I wrote this when my baby fell from the bed. Our floor is not carpeted but I put comforter and pillows on it. Thank God she was fine.

It was not real
As I cried and cried
I knew I could never go back
I could never turn back the time
To save you
To protect you

I just let it happened
You fell and I wasn’t there
You were scared
I abandoned you
I betrayed your trust
I failed you

I thank God, Jesus and your angel
For looking after you
For giving us a second chance
I promise to make amends
I promise I’ll be better
I love you so much

Can your forgive me?
Can you take my hand again?
I will do my best to keep you safe
I won’t ever leave
My life, I will offer to you
If only to not lose you

– April 24, 2019