Distracted By You, Still

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Writer’s Note: This is part 2 of last week’s post, Distracted By You.

I’m still very distracted by the thought of you
You make me feel restless, I don’t know what to do
I know I have to be patient, stay positive
Wait for the perfect time, continue to believe

Though you gave me a glimpse of hope to carry on
I still don’t know if I should hold on or move on
Tell me more – don’t leave me hanging in the unknown
You left me so confused with the gestures you’ve shown

I’m fighting hard to not be distracted by you
I just want to live free from any thoughts of you
I need more faith for me to trust our destiny
And know things will be fine if we are meant to be

– October 18 2017

 

 

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Distracted By You

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I am so distracted by the thought of you
How I badly desire to be with you
As I hope to have a future with you
It’s certainly what I want to pursue

But some things are clearly not meant to be
No matter how hard I make my plea
I wish I know the way to make you mine
I won’t give up until you see the sign

Or maybe it’s best to leave you alone
So I can move on and be on my own
But my world will collapse if you leave
Should I let go, hold on? How should I live?

– September 29, 2017

We Collide

hearts collide

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So… we have started as friends
You and I, we just blend
It’s something I can’t define
With you, I see the sign

Then… it blossomed to a kiss
Tell me, isn’t it bliss?
I know it’s not logical
It’s totally magical

And now we’re here…

Chorus:
Two hearts colliding as one
You and I, together as one
I will never let you go
Beyond infinity, you know
So hold on tight, we will fly
We will collide into the sky

Next… we’ll embrace the future
Can you see the picture?
You and I, we’re holding hands
Until the end, we’ll stand

So from now until forever…

Repeat Chorus

You and I, we collide
We’re colliding as one
You and I, we collide
We’re colliding to the sky

– August 29, 2017

I Can’t Stop

bleeding heart

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You exude passion, you bring a certain warmth
The way you look at me just drives me crazy
Your free spirit inspires me to be better, too
So I allowed myself to be in love with you

Then you’ve found love, sadly, it’s not in my arms
I used to wish to be him so I’d be the one
But I see you’re happy and that’s all I’ve asked
And I’ve accepted – you and I are not fated

Now I try to look forward to each tomorrow
As I am moving on, I am letting go
But no matter what I do I still can’t stop
Oh I just can’t stop falling more in love with you

– August 25, 2017

Heartbroken Once

heartbroken

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Punch me and I will feel nothing
I won’t bruise and I won’t get hurt
Stare all you want, I won’t get burned
I won’t feel ashamed, I won’t care

I was broken once now I’m ready
I’m hard as steel, I am now strong
Call me heartless, maybe stoic
But I am here to brave the storm

So you’re asking for forgiveness now
Telling me how much you love me
Begging me to stay, never leave
Oh well, don’t you think it’s too late?

– July 20, 2017

Eventually. Maybe.

Is this love? Is this true?
I am so smitten by you.
I want us to get closer
Be with you ’til forever

Is this love? This feels bizarre!
Can I just wish on a star?
For you to see the sign
So you can be mine, just mine.

Is this love? Why all the ache?
Do you know what’s at stake
When love is not returned?
Will I then get tired to yearn?

But I’ll always hope and pray
For you to find your way
To love me endlessly
Eventually. Maybe.

– June 6, 2017

Immersion

Author’s Note: Just lyrics, without melody.

I see you as a figment in my dream
An apparition of what it may seem
A part of me is just imagining
A life with you could be the perfect thing

Refrain:
But I’m crippled with just a thought of you
Yet I’d do anything to be with you

Chorus:
I want to see through you
Let every inch of you be magnified
I want to get through you
Let’s be one and our souls be unified
I want to see through you
Yes, I want to be immersed with you…

Somehow my vision of you seems so clear
With you, I am abandoning my fear
This emotion, it’s new yet it’s surreal
Maybe I am now ready to be real

Repeat Refrain and Chorus

Bridge:
Why don’t we stop this pretention
Now it’s time to take some action
Let’s converge, it’s our immersion

Repeat Chorus

Yes, I want to be immersed with you
Together, we’ll forever be one…

– January 25, 2017