Please!

It’ playing in my head
Over and over
I’m walking in a path
Of my own destruction

I am getting insane
It’s a mental struggle
I am in agony
Suffering with no end

It’s in infinite loop
Please! Just stop already!
My mind is exploding
When will this torture end?

– October 2, 2017

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We Collide

hearts collide

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So… we have started as friends
You and I, we just blend
It’s something I can’t define
With you, I see the sign

Then… it blossomed to a kiss
Tell me, isn’t it bliss?
I know it’s not logical
It’s totally magical

And now we’re here…

Chorus:
Two hearts colliding as one
You and I, together as one
I will never let you go
Beyond infinity, you know
So hold on tight, we will fly
We will collide into the sky

Next… we’ll embrace the future
Can you see the picture?
You and I, we’re holding hands
Until the end, we’ll stand

So from now until forever…

Repeat Chorus

You and I, we collide
We’re colliding as one
You and I, we collide
We’re colliding to the sky

– August 29, 2017

I Can’t Stop

bleeding heart

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You exude passion, you bring a certain warmth
The way you look at me just drives me crazy
Your free spirit inspires me to be better, too
So I allowed myself to be in love with you

Then you’ve found love, sadly, it’s not in my arms
I used to wish to be him so I’d be the one
But I see you’re happy and that’s all I’ve asked
And I’ve accepted – you and I are not fated

Now I try to look forward to each tomorrow
As I am moving on, I am letting go
But no matter what I do I still can’t stop
Oh I just can’t stop falling more in love with you

– August 25, 2017

Escape To Oblivion

I wish to wander in oblivion
To float in the air towards the unknown
To be lost in space then drift away
I want to escape and be gone for days

Let me journey into nothingness
Let me travel and forget the mess
No looking back, leaving all behind
Go to some place and empty my mind

I need to explore the oblivion
I need my retreat and be alone
To be far so I can dream away
So please, just please! Take me away!

– August 23, 2017

Lost Traveller

lost traveller

photo credit to thelosttraveller.com

The mind wanders into an endless road
With a burden it’s trying to unload
Then look for passion to bring back the fire
So as to follow the heart’s only desire

The mind’s travel starts in a paradise
With all hopes, without the uncovered lies
But the path widens into an abyss
The mind then panics, it struggles to find peace

The mind can’t escape, there’s nowhere to hide
The only way out is to enjoy this ride
So it drifts – like freely flows with the sea
As the mind’s a floater, lost in this journey

– August 18, 2017

In Isolation

meditation

photo credit to meditationretreat.org

When the world’s noises are getting louder
It’s deafening and I feel sick – weaker
To be in a crowd is my constant struggle
I can’t breathe and my life seems in a muddle

So leave me alone with my thoughts, my peace
I don’t need anybody else to please
Just bring back my oxygen, let me be
It’s the only way to keep my sanity

I block the noise – all that’s unnecessary
Then welcome silence in solitary
For I find solace in isolation
My happiness is in this seclusion

– July 31, 2017

Drift Away

let me fly

photo credit to princess-airis.blogspot.com

I am swept… being blown away
In life that I’m living each day
Carry me or give me some wings
Let me fly and see what it brings

But I’m falling… falling into deep
I thought I was ready for the leap
So rescue me, now; save me please
Wrap me with Your warmth; feel Your breeze

Then I’m drifting… drifting in space
Yet this is… it’s my happy place
So let me… let me be with wind
Set me free, let me be careened

– August 14, 2017