Escape To Oblivion

I wish to wander in oblivion
To float in the air towards the unknown
To be lost in space then drift away
I want to escape and be gone for days

Let me journey into nothingness
Let me travel and forget the mess
No looking back, leaving all behind
Go to some place and empty my mind

I need to explore the oblivion
I need my retreat and be alone
To be far so I can dream away
So please, just please! Take me away!

– August 23, 2017

Keep The Chase

Sometimes I am hitting a wall
I can’t pass through it, I am stuck
It would be the end, my downfall
And all I can hear is the clock
Counting ’til the death of my all

But I wish for time to stop ticking
It’s the sound I refuse to hear
Can the world stop from spinning
And shelter myself from my fear
To standstill ’til a new beginning

Sometimes I run but reach a cliff
There’s nowhere to go, should I leap
It’s suicide and it would be brief
Accept the end, just take a deep
Then wander in oblivion without grief

But I don’t want to be in that place
I need to get away from that cage
I am afraid to drift in space
So I’ll fight to not reach that stage
It’s my battle to keep the chase

– March 1, 2017