Obsession Part 5 (Last Part)

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It’s been weeks since that day – the day you left
I have wounds but it’s my heart that is broken
I was with that guy. I lived in a lie.
Thanks for saving me but I miss you so bad

With fear in my eyes I finally realize
Your pledge of devotion and your love
Now I am ready, THIS is the right time
I belong to you. Nobody else but you.

And soon I will be seeing you again
In the eternal place where you’re waiting
It’s now my turn to love you endlessly
Till death do we part. Here I am, my dear.

– The End –

– April 21, 2016

Obsession Part 4

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No, I’m not crazy. Please stop the scream!
I’ll slit his throat so you’ll be enlightened
I love you truly. This has been my dream
Forget him now. It’s our start and his end

Why cry? Why the fear in your eyes?
Can’t you feel it? Can’t you feel my love?
I did everything to make you mine
He was not good for you, it’s not a lie!

This is us. ‘Till death we will part
Ahhh! Finally! You now belong to me
And I belong to you. THIS IS US!
Together in a place that’s eternal

– April 21, 2016

Obsession Part 3

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I need you next to me
I love you. It’ll always be
So please stop ignoring me
Or I’ll be going crazy

Then you said you’re not ready
You said it’s not the right time
Then why are you with that guy?
Damn! You ARE with that guy!

You are driving me nuts
I give you my love, my world
Yet you cannot reciprocate
I am now losing control…

– April 19, 2016

Obsession Part 2

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You’re the light to my darkness
You’re the answer to my prayers
I see my future with you
So please! Let me be with you

I’ll do everything to make you mine
Anything to make you happy
Just say the word and I’ll be your slave
Let us make love to mark the start

And yet I still see you from afar
I want you. I need you. I love you.
You don’t see it, you won’t let me in
So WHY the hell you won’t let me in?

– April 18, 2016

Obsession Part 1

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I watch your every move
I see you from afar
I want you to be mine
No! I NEED you to be mine

I’m drawn to you
Let me take care of you
I want to be the one you’ll love
The one you’ll turn to

So let me purge the hindrance
I don’t want any roadblocks
I’ll prove my love is pure
And I’ll forever be devoted to you

– April 15, 2016

Lurk In Shadows (Part 3)

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Author’s Note: This is part 3 and probably the final part. Perhaps I should continue the story but let’s see if I’ll find some time and inspiration to do so. Here’s part 1 and part 2.

Where no one bothers, I’m at my best at night
It’s when I let go and have a taste of life
It’s the anticipation, hoping for a chance
It’s the dreaming, it’s staring at you from afar

It’s the wait, the excitement to see you in sight
When you’re here at last, it’s that rush to get me high
When you’re nonchalant, unmindful and carefree
To watch your every move, that’s my liberty

Imagine my surprise when I saw you at lunch
I was exposed, my invisibility’s gone
Confused, not sure I’d like us to meet right now
As I’m contented to lurk in shadows for now

– November 10, 2015

Lurk In Shadows (Part 2)

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Author’s Note: Here’s Lurk In Shadows (Part 1).

Quietly minding and eating my lunch
Then a Goddess of Beauty appears! You!
You sit beside me, place your tray then smile
Forced myself to smile lamely back at you

This is the moment, my one and only chance
Building my courage to speak and say hi
I open my mouth but no words come out
Can’t move! I feel my heart is about to blast

Where’s Harry Potter’s cloak when I need one?
Damn! I was caught off guard in broad daylight
Now you’re leaving without even saying bye
Got no choice but to lurk in shadows tonight

– November 9, 2015

Lurk In Shadows (Part 1)

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Author’s Note: I’ve been wanting to write a short story but I’m struggling with it so I’ll try this instead. Let’s see if I can make a short story through poetry. I’ll do this in part. I have 3 inspirations for the first part: (1) You by Caroline Kepnes and (2) Dexter by Jeff Lindsay, and the main inspiration is (3) Dark Templar, a unit in Blizzard’s Starcraft video game.

Lurking in shadows, hiding from moonlight
Counting time, observing the passersby
Hoping to have a glance of you tonight
Wondering if you will ever cross my path

Been staring at the horizon, where are you?
Trying to be patient, what must I do?
It’s getting late, I must go now, my love
My effort has failed, this is all non-sense

Morning has come, now I do my routine
But something seems off, it just doesn’t fit
Ignore and carry on; wait for the dusk
Then lurk in shadows in the usual spot.

– November 6, 2015