Camouflage of Darkness

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From dawn to dusk, anytime of the day
North, east, west or south, no matter where you stay
I’ll come and haunt you then take you away
And all you can do is to call your God, pray!

I’m invincible, all power is mine
I’ll bring you to a place where souls are entwined
I’ll leave you restless, breathless, but you’ll be fine
As you’ll be awakened then see the sign

I’m a shadow, the camouflage of darkness
Attacking when you have no awareness
In truth, I am a mask of holiness
The one who’ll lead you to eternal gladness

– December 6, 2017

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Thoughts These Days

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Writer’s Note: I’m posting 2 today just to tell WordPress I’m still alive! I actually want to write something about holidays or the new year but I couldn’t find the time to write about it yet so anyway, I’m posting my thoughts these past days. This is related to my struggle with changes.

To myself:
Six days without caffeine yet I’m surviving
I’m coping with the changes but I’m struggling
I feel worse each day yet I am delighted
And I never thought I would be this excited

To my spouse:
These are all new to me so please bear with me
I will be moody, I will be more whiny
But I’ll be less frustrated in each work day
With this new purpose, I’ll have no more dismay (read: work dismay, who cares about work now? ;P)

To our little one:
Just hang on tight, be well, grow strong and healthy
‘Til you’re ready for the world, see its beauty
You’re a divine gift, a wonderful blessing
For your arrival, we’ll be gladly waiting

– December 5, 2017

Patiently Waiting

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Patiently waiting for the sunrise
Without worries, without the heart’s cries
Let light shine, let it open the eyes
To believe in hope that never dies

Patiently waiting for the morning
With a smile for a new beginning
Let love be the only vital thing
To find happiness with no ending

Patiently waiting for tomorrow
With a bright future with no sorrow
Let all hate be gone, let passion grow
To live free and not go with the flow

– October 11, 2017

Please, Lord!

I did the best I could
Please don’t let me be fooled
I can only hope, pray
To let it be my way

‎Is it a new chapter?
‎A future that’s brighter?
The path to destiny
To end my agony?

But it’s reaching for star
It’s so close yet so far
My patience is tested
Now I am frustrated

So I lay it to You
Please help me to pull through
‎Please tell me how to deal
Please let it be Your will

– October 2, 2017

Vague Questions

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I’m tired from this endless search for passion
I’m running in loops without direction
I keep whining – I’m a broken record
How can my mind and heart reach an accord?

Insecurities are resurfacing
And all my doubts are no longer hiding
I’m crying for help, bursting into tears
Oh, why am I surrounded by my fears?

Can I stop counting the hours and days?
What should I do to figure out the ways?
My vision, my dream – they’re nowhere in sight
Oh please tell me! How do I see the light?

– September 1, 2017

Into The Darkness

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As the meteor touches the earth
The ground and surrounding give birth
To nothing but pitch black darkness
With inexplicable holiness

The apocalypse is starting
People are screaming, panicking
Running from the ghost of madness
Not knowing it’s the mask of gladness

And it’s blinding me – clouding my sight
But to be here just feels so right
So I’m submitting to this voidness
Here I am… into the darkness

– August 29, 2017

Distracted By You, Still

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Writer’s Note: This is part 2 of last week’s post, Distracted By You.

I’m still very distracted by the thought of you
You make me feel restless, I don’t know what to do
I know I have to be patient, stay positive
Wait for the perfect time, continue to believe

Though you gave me a glimpse of hope to carry on
I still don’t know if I should hold on or move on
Tell me more – don’t leave me hanging in the unknown
You left me so confused with the gestures you’ve shown

I’m fighting hard to not be distracted by you
I just want to live free from any thoughts of you
I need more faith for me to trust our destiny
And know things will be fine if we are meant to be

– October 18 2017