I Will Miss You

I will miss the way you smile at me
When you wake up and you find me
Then I will miss preparing your milk
Then washing your skin that feels like silk
I will miss our daily morning strolls
When you nap and I ‘catch them all’
I will miss having lunch with you
And the cute ways you give your cue
Asking for more food or water
Then pout lips, throw tantrums whenever
I will miss washing your hands, your face
Then pick you up, lock you in embrace
I will miss our afternoon nothings
When we watch shows and play with things
I will miss when you nap on my lap
And still snooze when it’s not enough
I will miss taking selfies with you
Touching your hair, just staring at you
I will miss kissing you every time
Holding and hugging you anytime
I will even miss changing your nappies
To make you comfortable and happy
I will miss singing songs to you
How you laugh in little things I do
There are more things that I will miss
But please always remember this
I love you always and forever
Even if we are not together

– July 22, 2019

Away From You

It feels weird that you’re not here beside
I’m adapting but I miss you terribly
I miss your warmth, hugging me tenderly
Being away from you is killing me

As time goes by it will be easier
But I’m afraid you would not remember
The past year that we spent together
Just you and me creating forever

Please be safe and happy, that’s what I pray
Then I’ll be fine, I’ll make it through the day
If there’s a miracle to find the way
I still wish to be with you or make you stay

– July 30, 2019

This Moment

This is the moment I dreaded
This is the hardest thing ever
And I ask where are we headed
Despite knowing it’s for the better

I want this day to never end
Freeze time when I’m holding you tight
Have an eternity to spend
But we must say goodbye tonight

I know we both need this to grow
If only I could stay, be with you
But it’s now time to let you go
Yet I’m just here, still loving you

– July 29, 2019